Saturday, January 29, 2005
FED-UP N PISSED OFF WIF JOE!!
11:51:00 PM
today went out wif my 2nd sis...at last..i'm free..! ahakz...but still bored cause NO MONEY!!! muahaha! jus walk ard town..survey thing...eventhough i went out...i'm still bored..n pissed off wif my guy..didn't even msg/call me...he always told me tat he didn't receive my msg...WTF!! tat's like bluffing....i tink he's tryin' to avoid me or sumtink...after he came back from his frenz b'dae party..he's acting weird..!! it must be fir or other of his hockey frenz told him bout me... i mean y they damn me so much?! i was like wonderin to myself...i didn't even know all his frenz... haiz...bout 12 plus or 1,i did kol him...askin him where do he go? wif who?.. he told me, "i went to youth fest wif my pri sch frenz" (i really dunnoe whether is it true or not)...n i asked him back.. "y didn't u give me a call or sumtink...?" n he replied..."i lupe..beh lagi hp i tgh low tat time..i tgh nk save batt"...BULLSHIT!! FU*K!!! n the part which i hate is...there tis eurasion gal knal2 ngn dia...so i asked him..."n then? wat u said?"...he replied "oh...i'm attached..so sorie..n i pass num pompan 2 kat kwn i"...hmmm...bole percaye tk laki ni?? tgh fikiran seh!! sumtimes wanna meet him..he always giving excuses to me...ape aku buat salah seh?!...beh aku jln2 kat town ngn kak aku..nmpk couple together...SO JEALOUS u noe...ader matair mcm tkde gitu...Gosh..i always thinkin n wonderin bout him...! but he nvr ever bother to care bout me... haiz..really pissed off... no mood to type longer cause the longer i think bout it...I'M GONNA CRY NOW!! :'(
can sumone console me..??!! i really can't take it!! *CRYIN*
