Friday, October 21, 2005
i'm ANGRY n SAD!!!
10:18:00 AM
ohk.. i will start.. wat happened todae, tonite or watsoever.. as u noe tat i'm not fasting rite todae coz of gerl prob.. so when it's time for break fast, i did help my mum wif the food on the table.. the drinks n etc.. b4 break fast, i did talk on the phone wif irwan for awhile.. since so long nvr chat wif him over the phone.. share prob wif him n stuff.. haiz.. so b4 break fast, i already put down the phone.. i went to my 1st sis room n jus watchin tv [warna ramadhan] wif my 2nd sis... my 2nd sis was playing portable PSP [tgh syiok].. haha..so i jus watch tv n looked at her playing games.. ahakz.. so it's time for break fast.. i sit at my 1st sis room wif my food den my dad asked my mom.. wat i do inside the room? my mom replied tat i wanna watch my 7pm chinese show.. from there he start nag..nag..nag..WTH~! den my dad switch on tv at the living room..so my mum tot he letting me watch my chinese show at the living room.. i bring my food n drink outside already n u noe wat my dad said??! it's very sickenin n idiotic.. he wanna watch his football show.. so i was like a stupid gerl sitting infront the tv WITHOUT SOUND!! he even said "kau sorg je la yg tgk tv, org lain tkde chance".. can u imagine tat?? it's not like i watch the tv from mornin till next dae until he said tat..isn't it.. ermm.. i dunnoe wat to say.. it really hurt my heart, he treating his daughter like outsiders n i did cried inside my room n i even told my grandma bout it.. she told me to relax n dun cry.. coz my dad behaviour always like tat.. PATHETIC! after bout 5 min, my 2nd sis came to me n hugged me.. not to cry animore.. so we jus went to my other sis room n watch my dayang.. haha.. i dun care.. so wat.. irwan noe bout my prob.. haha.. coz tat time he called me n i told him everytink.. :P so i jus till now..bye2.. tc ppl.. haiz..
