Friday, January 04, 2008
!&; im gonna silence!
5:40:00 PM
!&; silence is the best medicine of all.
i dont need your care-ness;
your help;
your advice;
your sympathy towards me;
because all this long, you're putting on a drama.
bitching behind my back;
thanks a lot "GIRLFRIEND?"
oh, dont worry my true loyalty girlfriends (this is the real girlfriend, im saying;)
the above sentence which under the pictures are not meant for you and the word YOU, im refering to is ikah, fanah and sk:) (you girls rock!) hee.
anyway, let me tell you a story. shall we? hee.
the day before yesterday, my second sister accidently bumped into my so-called "sisters" in secondary school. we were so closed, just like sister does. as in financial problem or relationship problem, i was there who helped her and after our secondary school ends, we still closed but only for a short while after since "she" got a new friends from her ITE school.
so as day by days, week by weeks, year by years.. "she" somehow remember me, still and contacted me back again and "she" can even say im arrogant? WHAT THE HELL IS SHE THINKING! she's the one who are arrogant, doesnt find me anymore and im the one who've been put the blamed on. SICKO! haha.
so my second sister kind of having a short conversation with "her" while waiting for her friends to come. "she" started asking how am i? and bla bla bla.. so my second sister said im okay and doing fine at home and my second sister asked her where she headed to? "she" replied, "tengah cari keje dengan kawan kak".. i was laughing like hell. YA YA, looking for jobs, like real!
im angry with her is because when im really need help, wanted someone to accompanied me to find jobs.. she's simply doesnt care. all she say was "aku tkde cents ar girl, mcm mane nk kluar" and when someone else asked her for helped, she simply helped them without second thought. isnt it weird? im saying all this is because we're like "SISTERS", 4years of ups and downs friendship and sisters dont do that! i mean c'mon, dont you remember your past years? im the one who helped you!
even just a small favor, you cant helped me?
im totally disappointed in her.
& i guess, i shall not entertained you anymore.
i'll just go my own way..
THANKS A LOT EH, HALIFFAH!
after all these angryness eruption, i need a shopping theraphy!!
and i meant is..............
awww.. suweet! im want you, baby!
wait till i get you (insyallah), then i'll RAPE you! HAHA.
that's what a TRUE PHOTOGRAPHER needs!!!!!!!
(daddy, elder sister.. i want this for.. ermm.. early birthday present, can?;)
okay, till here folks!
goodbye!
