Monday, January 31, 2005
FED-UP..FED-UP..FED-UP...
3:24:00 PM
really sad after think it over n over again bout my relationship...but life still have to go on rite..? but i can't forget bout him..i miss n luv him so much...i wish tat i could meet him n tell him the truth...he's all tat i have..the Laughter, smile, joy.....y can't we be like other ppl...? spending time together...sit n talk bout the thing they dun like to each other (straight forward)... hmmm....i really dunnoe...maybe his frenz are jealous bout me n joe..cause fir used to like n luv me but i dun have any feeling for him...n tat is y..he damn me or which i can say tat he wanna revenge...buat aku merane in relationship...kalau tk psl mulut fir,sape lagi kan..? cause after tat party..joe da mcm avoidin aku...bile aku tanye "r u avoidin me?"..all he can say is "no.. tkde la..mane ader..."...ya rite..as if...if u dun like me..jus straight forward..i'm not gonna yell at anyone unless u keep it..like now..!! i'm really angry...! he always like to listen to his frenz mouth..tk pena nk tanye aku whether is it true yg fir bbual gini2...ape seh!! FED-UP!! ytday i wanna meet him n u noe wat he reply? "i confirm wif u later"...FU*K!! there still no sign of msg n call from him...pembastard kan..? ARGH!! WAT DID I DO WRONG? *CRYIN*.........
