Wednesday, January 18, 2006
expressing my feelings..
12:54:00 PM
gosh.. nvr update 3 daes already.. so here it goes..
mondae - jus spend time wif my mum.. she got 2 week mc! `yeah! tat's wat i like it..
she goin to polyclinics for check up.. my elder n 2nd sis followed her.. my eyes was damn tired n i didn't follow.. :P
at nite, watch tv.. dia show.. my faveret of all.. :) after those show, my mum went to sleep.. kecian aku tgk dia.. haiz..
tuesdae - me n mum cooked nasi goreng.. `yum yum.. hehe.. see, i can cook u noe.. :) while waiting for the rice to cooked, i sit wif my mum inside the kitchen.. talked bout her werkplace.. haiz.. i really want my mum to quit her jobs coz i dun want to see her in misery.. all her frens was like, shuld i say "pretending" in front of her n they stab her from the back.. how could her fren be doing tis to her..?!! am angry!! i want my mum to lead a gd life.. getting wat she wants.. all of us already told her tat n seriously, my mum did tis is bcoz of her family.. my family been having tis financial prob since last year.. haiz.. i've been thinking of werking.. but where shuld i werk..? i need to get tat academy since last year.. haiz.. it's really sad to hear tat.. i need to save my money.. my family dun even gave me any couragement except some of them.. sumtimes i felt so angry coz my elder sis, father n sumtimes my grandma forcing me n my 2nd sis to work!! i noe they want us to get some money but if the company didn't called us den wat are we supposed to do.. are we gonna threaten them?? so stoopid!!
haiz.. i can't take it anymore.. everytime when they are angry.. always me n my 2nd sis get it.. but y.? y?... i hate to work.. to tell ppl seriously!! i wanna skool.. damn fucking ppl, i wanna skool back.. not werking fucker!! they dun even noe tat, even if they do.. they will surely asking u to werk, still!! n said tat they dun have any money.. "we are poor ppl"..! WTF.. if we are poor ppl, we dun even live in HDB flat.. we are already sleeping near rubbish bin.. isn't it so LAME N STOOPID!!!
nobody noes whether i'm hurt inside or not.. wat they care was their feeling n own future..!!
