Sunday, August 13, 2006
entry at last babe! argh!
7:17:00 PM
now i`m eating my mum`s fried bee hoon
super nice-nice & yum-yum. hehe
well, it`s been 3 days i`m off from blogging.
i`m still down with flu & abit of fever plus migrane. [watever the spelling is]
oh, how great..!
last few days, hilmi asked me out to watch fireworks with him
but i`m too weak la. no moo-lah & no mood even. haiz
sorie hilmi!
& on August 11 at bout 11.30pm.
afi [ex] msg me..
i was quite stunned as i`m going to bed,
coz it`s been soOo long since he last msg me was bout few months back.
hoho.
after a few minutes msg with him,
& he wrote this "i miss ya so much! :( i need ya back in my life".
so i`m quite uneasy since he`s my ex & did he really mean it? or he wanna fooled me again like before :-/
these days, some guys can`t be trusted, u see. sorie if u`re offended but it`s the fact, ohk!
& tat`s why i`m afraid to fall in love again!
for me it`s better to be single & do watever u want.
sumtimes i wonder, how if i`m going to be attached?!
i`ll lose my precious bf..!
after 2-3yrs of making friendship & suddenly u jus end it like that.
isn`t it cruel? :(
i`ll miss u guys later. haiz.
it`s really hard to let them go!
but i`m blessed with wonderful precious bf which are all understanding.
there`s even one time, i didn`t get to msg 4 people or more (yes, they are my precious bf) & they told me "hey, i wanna ask u sumtink.. u da ade guy eh? i msg tk reply pun" - haha.
see, i`m not even attached & they already miss me. LOL
to all my precious bf [hilmi, syawal, sulaiman, hidayat, mustaqim, massuri, adha, nizam, shafiee, haidhir, lan, shahrudin, roy, ashri, amirul! - these name that i can remember, if ur name not listed i`m so sorie or maybe u`re not that close to me. ahakz.
& oh not to forget my beloved adik taufiq & gf of mine too!
i`m sorie hokay for not replying whoever msg coz i`m using prepaid so i hope u understand babe! u think i`m rich is it? haha.
so i guess i wrote too long already!
tc my beloved & precious bf&gf [dun ever go away from me ohk, u guys means a lot to me.]
from me to u!!
