Wednesday, May 30, 2007
it's all about you, Shafiee Bastard!
2:21:00 PM
i couldnt believe what i just saw! ytdae i signed into my friendster account to check messages/accepting friends request n comment, to my surprise.. 'he' have changed his primary photo and have uploaded a "new" photo of himself wif his partner during dinner&dance. not to forget, 'he' did put one two pic of tat girl; alone. i mean, it cant be friends rite since they took pic together and join a dress up competition, i guess. plus going out together too? im not being a busybody but it hurts me in anyway.
i know many of u will say, im not related to him anymore since we've already broke up. yes, we've already broke up but why do i still care about him? it's because i still do have feelings for him and he knows it well.. all he said was he's busy wif skooling and werking. ya,rite.. busy wif both of it till he has someone else as a replacement in a shortest time! it's great isnt it, breaking someone heart without even realised it (or maybe, he do realised) & pretend there's nothing wrong tat has happened! a great pretender, am i rite?
all tis while, im such a fool. believing every words he say and every movement he made. i still remember the words he said to me about "girls are fickle-minded and who knows things might turn for a change".. well, it's not about we girls are fickle-minded but u (guys) are the one who doesnt cherish or noe deeply about the girl. if u said like tat then i can also assume all guys are fickle-minded too? well, maybe u dont even know me tat well, tats why u ended up saying those unwanted negative thought of urs. in the end, u see.. who's the one who broke the promises; 'HIM'.
thanks for everything, Shafiee! if i've known tis will be the outcome, i wont & will not be contacting u or know anitink about u. u're just a waste of time. such a bastard!! fucking ass-hole (pls dun mind my vulgarity word, im letting all out from the bottom of my heart!)
so now, im happily single and happily happy wif my girlfrens/boyfrens and family tat stood by me. they are the ones who i'll cherish the most! they're there when i need someone to talk to, or need some advise in watever.. for now, i dont need a man! i just need my own space;) it's hard for me to believe guys now except for my beloved&closed BOYFRENs (it's my sec sch & closed net fren,in case u ppl dont know). haha. suckers!!
so gdbye!
