Monday, January 28, 2008
!&; another stories of life. *bored*
1:45:00 PM
im so f-u-c-k-i-n-g agitated with myself for being such a fool!
if i've known, i would definitely make the move fast without any delay or before anyone does.
how i wished i could turned back time to last year.
why didnt i think of that beforehand. *SILLY*
i know it's partly my mistake.
i got mixed up with everything inside my head until i didnt realised it!
it didnt even slipped into my mind at first!
i should have think fast!
now it's too late to turn back time,
all i have now is the future ahead of me.
next year?!
it'll be too long to wait -_-
im getting older each year.
life is unfair and unpredictable!
why am i soo unlucky!
DAMN IT!
sometimes i hate myself and my life.
i really cant make up any decision towards my future.
either i want this or that,
i'll keep on changing and changing.
FICKLE-MINDED, that's me!
so i guess, all i've to do is...
to wait till FEBRUARY.
that's the final decision for me to accept.
either yes, either no.
that's it!
