Wednesday, December 17, 2008
!&; I Hate This Part!
5:33:00 PM
!&; I Hate This Part!
Just as i thought, this would be the end. The unexpected finally came :'( It's painful when i reminisce of what happened on Monday, December 15:'( It's hurtful but still i've to remain strong, that's what 'N' told me. Sadly, for now i cant be strong because im too weak to handle the sudden news. I never even prepared for it to come to an end like this, by sending a text message? Why didnt you called me? or meet me and say it infront of my face? Why? You think it would be great by disappeared and silent throughout the weeks and month then finally you appeared and easily said to go on our separate ways?
Didnt that anniversary meant anything to you?? You were nice and lovable towards me before but now, you've changed to another person whom i dont know:'( You really let down! After all that i've been loving and missing you (and you said you missed me too), even my parent (in fact, my whole family and nephews are already liked you) and this is what i get in returned?? :(
At first, im afraid of falling in love but YOU, you gave me encouragement and asked me to give you a chance to prove that you're not like one of my ex but i guess you PROVED to me right, you guys are the same batch of people! Where's your promises that you've made before?? Where?? I've opened up my heart to you but you're just toying with my feelings and heart:'(
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, MUHD SUFIAN!
Labels: Happily 'NEVER' After
