Thursday, March 04, 2010
FUCKING PATHETIC BROKE-UP DAY! MARCH4 ARD 12+AM
11:06:00 PM
As you can see i've added new icon to my blogspot which is the above (pointing up) words in the same entry box. Nice? Added butterfly in it. Hah. Was actually designing for my SP Group1 A2 title logo when my hands suddenly feel so itchy to do one for myself since it look so cute. Hee. I even changed my songs if you realised. Both songs are somehow have those heartbroken beat and it goes well for me now.
School was great especially with your best girlfriends around you. Cheering you up when you're sad. Ms Janice and Ms Fee starting to have the bonding time with us, the M class. Yesterday was when the fun start with Ms Fee. Last year when we're in year one, we see Ms Fee is so strict and doesnt have the sense of humor but i was wrong. Fadhilah was the target during SP lesson on March 3 which is yesterday! Haha. Jeslyn, Nadia and Ms Fee were the one who disturb her but for me, im a innocent girl sitting at the desk infront of the camera pretending to be a newscaster :p At one point, fadhilah and myself were so bored since the rest are sleeping at the Recording Room. Liana is using internet through her lappy and Syafiqah, Marl, Munn and etc are watching KOREAN MV through Syafiqah's lappy. Hah. So we (Fadhilah and myself) walked around the Studio Room and Control Room then somehow we watched what the guys are doing at the back Photography room (Azemir, Rafi and Ridwan). Actually they were supposed to be tidying up the room, by moving all the cushion and chairs outside but you know what they did?? They are playing UNO STACKO! LOL xD They stack the cushion up on the table and try picking out one without letting the cushion falls. Hah. After that, they changed game to Dominos~ -_- Overall yesterday Fadhilah and myself couldnt sit still, we were walking round and round. Heh. Oh, one part Mr Lim scare me! SUKE EH FADHILAH KETAWE KAN?? Hmph~
Apart from that..
Today is a history for me!
TO THAT 'SOMEONE'. HERE'S A NOTE FOR YOU!
THANKS FOR DELETING ME AWAY FROM EVERY WEBSITE. I APPRECIATE IT LOADSSS! SIMPLY BECAUSE OF A SMALL FUCKING REASON YOU MAKE IT A BIG FUSS. I THINK YOU'RE STILL LIKE A KID EVENTHOUGH YOU'RE A GROWN UP MAN! THINK AGAIN OF YOUR BEHAVIOUR. DO YOU THINK IT'S FAIR FOR ME? YOU TOLD ME 'DO I DESERVE IT?' I THINK YOU ARE! WHEN IM IN YOUR POSITION LAST TIME, I NEVER EVER MAKE A FUCKING DECISION TO DELETE YOU. INSTEAD I KEEP ON LOOKING AT YOUR PROFILE BECAUSE I MISS YOU BUT NOW YOU'RE MAKING ME HATING YOU MORE EACH AND EVERYDAY! BY RIGHT I THINK YOU'RE COMPLAINING TO YOUR FAMILY AND BESTEST FRIENDS AROUND YOU, TELLING THEM IM BAD AND I DIDNT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND BLAH BLAH BLAH.. TRYING TO GET A SYMPATHY OR WHAT? CMON, YOU'RE OVER 20YEARS OLD AND WHEN I SAID TO COMPROMISE ALL YOU CAN SAID WAS 'I'LL GIVE YOU SPACE IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT'. NOT ONCE BUT A COUPLE OF TIMES YOU SAID THAT SO IS IT MY FAULT? I DONT THINK SO. I THINK YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WANTS THIS TO BE IF NOT, YOU WOULDNT BE PESTERING ME SAYING 'I'LL GIVE YOU SPACE'.. THAT'S A FUCKING NONSENSE ANSWER/REASON I'VE EVER HEARD. IF YOU HAVE ANOTHER GIRL, MIGHT AS WELL LET ME KNOW YOU DONT NEED TO SAY IM AT FAULT, I DIDNT CARE, IM BUSY WITH TWITTERS, KOREAN STUFF & FRIENDS 24/7 AND FUCKING WHATEVER IT IS. IM NOT ACCUSING YOU BUT I FELT THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG. SUSPECTED! IM NOT STUPID. ONE DAY GOD WILL SHOW ME YOUR TRUE COLOURS! SO NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS.. PRETEND WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER OR EVEN MET! THANKS A LOT!
P.S: All the design which you see in my blogspot now is created by yours truly so dont copycat my signature name! (Her inner thoughts.. The Girl and Her History.. Laydeegerl.. etc) Thank you!
